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"introspective"
could I but have in my life
the things I have lost
the moments, the people
the paths I have crossed
truly would I be laden with riches
beyond value or measure
for such is Life's treasure
and yet - I am poor
for all this I have held
in the palms of my hands
within my embrace
they are gone without trace
and so I stand here alone
in the silence of my tears
the regret, the remorse
for the wasting of years
and running from my fears
By: Antonio Cabrera
OPEN GRAVE
I sit on a piece of granite, looking out across the rolling hills, the grass
waves in the wind. I sit in the shade of a big oak tree, the leaves rustle
in the wind, a flock of birds fly by, it's so peaceful and quiet. I look
down, I sit on a tomb stone, in front of me is an open grave.
I look down and I see my self, dismembered, bones shattered, skull crushed,
flesh rotting,
and no one cares. The tomb stone says, "Here lies the sole, one day the body
will join." © 2004 Amon Zilkie
LIFE
Why live? Why die? Why not? Why live, because there is a day God created,
and he wants me to live it. I will stand, because I'm tired of sitting by. I
will follow God all the days of my life. I will shine the light in a dark
world. I will speak the truth in an ocean of liars. I will live! yes, I will
live. © 2004 Amon Zilkie
THE BEAT
My heart beats, life is sustained, I'm alive. A drop of crimson falls, with
each beat a drop falls, they leak from the wounds on my heart. Scars from
old wounds next to fresh ones, words spoken stab, actions done pierce, and
so the wounds go. I'm impaled on a shaft of pain. One day the pain will
stop, one day the crimson won't fall, one day the beat will stop, how I long
and wait. © 2004 Amon Zilkie
A SHIP OF WAR
I'm on a warship, in the middle of a battle, explosions rock the decks,
shells arch through the air. As they strike, the ship shakes, the ship rocks
as the guns fire, repair crews rush to fix the damage and put out the fires,
but the fire spreads through the ship, until it's enveloped by flames, pumps
try to get the water out, but more rushes in, I'm not sure if I'm going to
live through, let alone win, this is what my battle is like, and I'm not
sure what to do about it. © 2004 Amon Zilkie
MERCIFUL DEATH
Merciful death, rain down upon me, put out the fire of life, make the
hurting cease.
Merciful death, rain down on me, I want the pain to stop, make the
loneliness cease.
Merciful death, rain down upon me, let my life pass on, don’t hold me here
please.
Merciful death, rain down on me, please, merciful death, rain down on me.
© 2004 Amon Zilkie
FAREWELL MY FRIEND
My friend, we have been together for so very many years.
My friend, I find myself thinking of all that we’ve done.
My friend, I think of how much I will miss you in the time to come.
My friend, can you or I should say couldn’t you have stayed longer.
My friend, I ponder these knowing you can’t answer my thoughts.
My friend, how can I go on alone, with out you in my life?
My dear friend, I ask you these questions as I hold your hand,
looking down into your casket. © 2004 Amon Zilkie
A SOLDIER OF CHRIST
I am a soldier of Christ, I want to live for my Lord,
Though at times it is hard, I still stumble at times but,
I am a soldier of Christ, It’s hard to hold up the cross,
My body falls short so much, although at times it’s hard,
I am a soldier of Christ, I am forgiven of much,
I tell all my friends, but it seems they don’t care,
I am a soldier of Christ, I have fought for so long,
To be like Jesus the Christ, because He loves me so,
I am a soldier of Christ, who loves my Lord Jesus Christ,
I’m still a mere little one, yet I am a soldier of Christ,
© 2004 Amon Zilkie
THE LAST HOUR OF LIFE
The clock starts, in one hour a piece of my heart will die, now it's down to
fifty-five minutes, what am I suppose to do, what would you do with fifty
minutes left, no time to do anything, not that I want to do anything, only
five minutes left, my soul is bracing, as the time comes, the pain is great,
and when the time is here, a 15 year ministry dies, and a peace of my heart
goes with it, I wonder how I can live without it? 3/7/97 (Dedicated to
the memory of KRDS) © 2004 Amon Zilkie
A gift given, a promise kept
His Spirit's wisdom
A heart blessed
To know the passion
And willing hurt
Of the Savior's heart
For a world that has turned
Away from His love to its unyielding chains
Away from His peace to its misery inflamed
Away from His grace to its unfruitful work
Away from His joy to its ashes unearthed
To a life and a death
Forsaken and un-freed
Oh God may I choose
To be given as a seed
As a flower when it blooms
For a people you have made
As a light in the darkness
That does not fade
To a world that is reeling
From the blindness
Ransom
Jesus withdrew His life from Heaven's store
And far more than paid the ransom due
When death enveloped the Son of God
With whip and nails and darkened skies
His cries arose, his spear-pierced side
And when at last His Spirit poured
His body limp, the grave His store
The ransom paid, His life no more
He burst the seal of death and shame
The Son arose, eternal flame
And spread forth light and life anew
Forgiveness, joy, God's love broke through
And now we rest, the threat no more
His peace replace the fear our store
Our choice to see or know no more
The beauty of this Open Door
By: Will Potter
God Demolish the World
If the world were a sea shell, I would never hold it up to my ear.
The screams of agony and horror, the gasps for air from people,
surrounded by a poisonous gas that is their sin. Some cry, for their
mistakes are many, and their excuses are running out. The unknown
murder of little ones, as their young mothers grieve at their
regrettable choices. Young girls starve themselves because they are
not comfortable with the way people see them. Men taking the purity
out of lives. Replacing it with darkness, a living hell. What used
to be the greatest things only exist in a few. A few that stand out
in this vast place full of hell-bounds. In these few, you can find
faith, hope, and love. In these few, you can find God's will, burning
like a raging fire. A fire that will never be put out. If the world
were a sea shell, God would lay it down and smash it with His foot.
And with His hands He would make a new one. Sounds of kind words, and
laughter. Pure people living life to its fullest. Pure people living
in a world of no more pain. GOD DEMOLISH THE WORLD.
By: Sarah
A Vision
(True story. I wrote this when I was 12.)
I lay in bed waiting for sleep to come
I closed my eyes and saw a face
It was the face of God
Then God's face slowly started to fade into the distance
Just enough so that I could still barely see him
Objects came into the picture
I saw a radio and a television set
I saw a basketball and a football
And other things that bring me pleasure and happiness
God was just beyond these objects
He was being blocked out but he did not leave
These objects did not stay however
They came and they went just as all pleasures do
Throughout it all though, God was still there
God is always there
By: Kevin M.
A Dying World
I've been a part of this world too long
I understand the way things work
I don't want to be here any longer
Take me away God
I don't want to live in this world
I want to live in You
By: Kevin M.
Have A Nice Day
Hatred, Anger, Violence
Everyone in a rush
Alleviated pain
Not very much
Intentional accidents
Crime rates high
Everything gone screwy
Day after day we ask why
A world in deep trouble
Yet still we must try
By: Kevin M.
Creation
Speak to me
Message with no words
Speak life into me
As it was spoken into you
It took but a word
I bet it was a whisper
By: Kevin M.
Marathon Man
Been running from my sins for as long as I can remember
Never been quite fast enough
Only time I get away
Is when He carries me to safety
All I want to do is stop running for a moment
When can I stop running?
Will I ever be able?
Without you Lord I am weak and I am worthless
I'm a soul without a purpose
My feet, they are so weary
And my path, it is well worn
I want to let it go
But my grip, it just won't let me
I want to let go
Yet I'm constantly clinging
Without you Lord I am proud and I am selfish
I'm so completely helpless
My legs, they are so tired
And my road, it is endless
Bones and muscles aching
Marathon mistaking
Long distance running
I'm running from my shadow
I'm running from myself
How hard, how far it doesn't matter
I could never run enough
Only time I get away
Is when He carries me to safety
By: Kevin M.
A Place of Abundant Smiles
I dream of a place of abundant smiles
Where laughter never dies
Where pain no longer has life
And people no longer cry
I dream of a place where children's pets no longer "run away"
And those same children are free to play
To run and dance and sing and shout
And laugh hysterically
I dream of a place where pain is no longer mandatory
And disease has no place to live
Where cemeteries are unnecessary
Because death has no more to give
I dream of a place where fires never burn
And waters never drown
Wounds no longer hurt
And tears don't hit the ground
I dream of a place where beauty never fades
And the skies no longer gray
Darkness runs away
For the Light is here to stay
I dream of a place where the heart of justice beats no more
For it has no reason to
Even if it still lived
There would be no more work for it to do
I dream of a place where I can smile
And not just for a moment
Where happiness is no longer just an occurrence
It is an eternity
And I dream this dream become reality
So that I might dream no more
I know this place is real
Will You take me there?
By: Kevin M.
the wretched beast is not satisfied with the souls of men
but the search alone for breads of bone
will quench his wicked head
and the foulest words of human kind will never sway his cause
nor will scores of perfect chores ever give it pause
reluctantly i stood up
half slouched, fully shamed
i could feel their eyes peering deep within me
then a thought came to me
what had i to fear?
had i come this far just to back down in the presence or oppression
ever embarking on this perpetual journey
searching for the man i need to become
somehow not abandoning the person i am
mixing needs with wants
reaching reason, holding faith
do i chase a dream, or do i accept reality
somethings crumble, somethings stand strong
new traps built, and old ones built anew
am i taking one path while watching another
or have i unwittingly taken the one holding my eyes
I Am Yours
The shadows call my name,
I listened, then I came.
They wanted my soul,
Their eyes, dark as coal.
They drew my spirit in,
Their world smothered me in sin.
I am now lost inside,
In the shadows I will hide.
God, if you're there, call my name,
Release me from the bonds of pain.
Take me away,
Don't let me sway.
If I promise to give you my all,
Will you hold me, that I may not fall?
No longer do I want to hide,
So today, my flesh died.
Take away the false illusion,
And break the chains of great confusion.
Open my eyes, let me see,
Make yourself a reality.
I'll fight through the crowd of cries,
And struggle then to meet your eyes.
The eyes that burn with holy flame,
I will never be the same.
Take me away to the flowing rain,
Deliver me from once perpetual pain.
Open my soul's eyes,
Make me realize:
I Am Yours...
By: Rudy Ramirez
Ann McCaffrey Elder is an editor,poet,writer and visionary.
Her input to this site is valued. Her viewpoints on art
have clarity and yet lack pretense.
          Art as a Ministry Tool
For the purpose of my line of thought, I rephrased the
question to: Can art be a relevant ministry tool? and I
control the definition creative/art as those things which
are not strictly scientific fields. In my personal
experience, science and art must meld in order to create
"successful" art. One needs linguistics to write, one needs
to understand physics, kinetics and chemistry [gravity,
movement, what mixes and what separates, etc.] to make
visual art, one needs to know tones and rhythm to create
audio art.
What I am stating is my opinion at this present time. I am
an evolving person. The more I live the more I realize I do
not know about living, and my purpose for living. This is
not a depressing thing for me, but fascinating because I am
freed to not live within the limits that others have placed
on me, or the limits I have placed on myself.
The creation process is for me an act of serving, pouring
out what is within me. I believe that is true of anyone who
writes or paints or sculpts or carves. There is a necessity
to express that which is within, whether it is for personal
fulfillment or for public appreciation. Some people create
but never display their works, or never have the
opportunity to display their works, but they are nonetheless
artists [whether they perceive themselves in that way or
not].
For me there is no such thing as Christian art or secular
art. Art is art. Some art is good, some art is bad. One's
personal philosophies do not make the art[ist] good or bad
although beliefs and passions [can] affect the product of
one's creativity. I think there are many occasions when the
artist may have created out of his or her personal necessity
or purpose, but the observer may have a different
interpretation of that creation.
An example would be the upcoming movie release, The
Passion of the Christ. Because I have not yet seen the
movie I cannot address the quality but must rely on
reviews and interviews. The movie was created by Mel
Gibson in his desire to tell about the last hours of
the life of Jesus Christ. Because Mel Gibson is a
Christian this movie is being judged [for the positive
and negative] by its topic rather than by its artistic
merit.
One accepted "good" artist is Leonardo da Vinci who
depicted The Last Supper [of Jesus Christ] in one of
his paintings. This is one of the most recognizable
"Christian" paintings, and yet Da Vinci held to pagan
[in its archaic definition] philosophies and created
some of the most heretical art.
I use Da Vinci as an example. Because his works are so
recognizable, and because he is so respected as an
artist, many Christians use his works as fundamentals
for ministry. There is a church in my town that uses
the painting The Last Supper as a tool for evangelism.
This church presents a drama, The Living Last Supper,
where the actors step into the "painting" and freeze
in position as the narrator tells their individual
histories.
History speaks. Leonardo da Vinci brought a piece of
history to life through art, art is used to present
the Gospel which will enable this church to minister
to the needs [physical, emotional, spiritual] of the
community.
Is art serving? Yes. Art may be people service
[created for the public appreciation]. Art may be
self service [selfish]. Art may be a service,
response to and fellowship, with the Creator. Again,
good art or bad art cannot be defined by its purpose.
Ministry is the act of serving [according to the
dictionary]. There is no question about ministry-it is
serving. Pouring one's self out. I think the objects
of service for art can apply to ministry as well. I am
certain that there are people who would question this
statement [especially without the luxury of
elaboration], I do not think all ministry is by nature
good.
Because I believe my art is inspired [given to me] by
God my primary purpose of expression is to serve Him.
For whatever reason my art has also been appreciated by
the public. This is secondary for me, but it has
allowed that which I have created [if I may take such
ownership based on my previous statement of
inspiration] to be used for ministry. This is a gift
to me on several levels.
I do not create art for art sake. I create it out of
survival. I am slow to label myself an artist, in fact
it is only recently that I have ever referred to
myself in that way, and that was only out of
convenience.
I do not serve for the sake of serving [I am by nature
a selfish person]. Ideally I serve out of obedience to
God; realistically I sometimes serve because I do not
want to be [perceived] as selfish or I am trying to
find purpose beyond my petty aspirations.
In 1 Corinthians 9.19-23, the author [Paul] writes:
"Even though I am free of the demands and expectations
of everyone, I have voluntarily become a servant to
any and all in order to reach a wide range of people:
religious, nonreligious, meticulous moralists, loose-
living immoralists, the defeated, the demoralized-
whoever. I didn't take on their way of life. I kept my
bearings in Christ-but I entered their world and tried
to experience things from their point of view. I've
become just about every sort of servant there is in my
attempts to lead those I meet into a God-saved life. I
did all of this because of The Message. I didn't just
want to talk about it; I wanted to be in on it!"
[The Message]
For me art is relevant to ministry. For a mechanic
changing the oil in someone's car is relevant to
ministry. Ministry is about being poured out being
willing to be poured out beyond our own limits. I
happen to demonstrate/communicate that "action"
through art.
For me I look to Jesus Christ as an example of someone
who magnificently wove ministry, practicality and art.
Historical records tell us that he used storytelling
[oral art] to teach about the spiritual realm, and
before he left his home to travel around and teach he
was a carpenter. Although I do not profess to know much
about the technical requirements of carpentry I do know
that it's a technical vocation. In addition to the
practical requirements there is also a creative process
as the carpenter works with the temperament and
imperfections of the wood.
When Jesus Christ traveled about he also met the very
tangible needs of the people around him.
What better example of artist-the Creator-John 1.1-5.
What better example of servant-John 13.12-17. What
better example of someone who poured himself out-
Matthew 27 and 28.
For Him I will pour myself out.
By: Ann McCaffrey Elder
The Wages of Sin
So you call yourself a Christian, sitting in this bar that
you're in; a beer in one hand and an extra-marital affair
in the other. You go home and fall to your knees praying
that nobody saw you in your "moment" of weakness.
So you call yourself a Christian. You have the most ex-
pensive car and the best kept secrets in the entirecon-
gregation. You thought it all went unnoticed, covering
your guilt with your best blue suit and the cheesiest
smile you can muster.
So you call yourself a Christian as you beat the
perverbial hell out of your wife as your children cower
in the corner of their rooms wondering when mommy will
stop screaming and crying.
So you call yourself a Christian as you call a black man,
"nigger", and desperately try to ignore the fact that your
boss is a woman. You try to put yourself above them in
your mind. Your fierce anger burns your flesh.
So you say you're a Christian with your white hood and
burning cross, preaching anger and destruction. You try
to steal back what has been taken from you by the god
you serve, the god of hate.
So you say you've hit rock-bottom. No way out. You
desperately try to run from your obligations and re-
sponsibilities by drinking yourself into oblivion. As
you drive to the nearest nowhere, you gently drop the
revolver between your teeth, sobbing uncontrolably,
knowing that the damage that you've done could never be
reversed. "Nobody knows, nobody cares", you say? Well,
maybe nobody here on earth. The wages of sin is death,
but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our
Lord. The Lord your God can save you - if you let Him.
By: Kate
Everyday
As I open the door and walk down the street,
All I can do is look at my feet.
Side by side striding together,
Never alone they have eachother.
Through the dark and weary days,
Always leading me through the haze.
They've seen the silence, heard the cries,
Closing doors in your eyes.
People always staring at me,
Reminds me this is reality.
Silence follows where ever I go,
The time that passes is always too slow.
Cold stares striking my cheek,
Making my body cold and weak.
Rejection follows my every turn,
Sinking in deep like a burn.
Why can't they turn and walk away?
Instead they look and stare all day.
I serve the one that lived this life.
I found out his name is Jesus Christ.
His life was harder to bear.
He died for me that's why I care.
He is always there by my side.
Always matching my every stride.
When I fall he is there for me.
He is the best friend there could ever be.
He helps me up and shows me the way.
He comforts me, Everyday.
By: Matt
Life?
Filled with hate,
Confined with rage,
Deceptions around every turn.
Unblinking eyes, out of the darkness.
Voices reaching out,
Hands beating you down,
Tongues thrashing like whips.
People like clouds, blocking out sunlight.
Minds full of despair,
Mouths kicking your soul,
Fire burning your heart.
Hands helping you up,
Arms showing you the way,
Joy bouncing off walls,
Tongues uplifting your name.
By: Matt
A Light In A World Of Night
A world of gray sorrow
A soul of tomorrow
going into a world of betrayal and mistrust.
As a light in mass of night.
Hope is a thing that is
but not for those that dwell in the black of night.
Only the lover of the light
seem to find the way through
all the hearts of brutal mentalities of the world
Through the ashes of gray soot
there seems to be a light
shining through.
Growing brighter and piercing the black
with no lack of fervor or persistence
it breaks its way through.
No sound is heard but that of freedom
from these black slave masters
who have kept the light captive for so long.
But, it has been so stong
overcoming not by its strength but that of above.
This is the stongest of love
that can break through the barriers and chains
of destructive black death.
By: Shane C.
LUCKY ONE
I've got a tombstone on my belly.
Every day it sneers at me.
Sixteen scars are to remind me
of what you gave, then took from me.
Jesus, you're the lucky one,
playing with my little son
in your holy hands. I don't understand.
He's up with you now running free--
does he even try to remember me?
I've been left behind on the lonely side....
How long? How long will this last?
And I begrudge you all the treasures
you have stolen from my grasp.
Sometimes I miss forsaken pleasures
that would help me forget this past.
Jesus, you're the lucky one,
sitting in the hallways of the sun;
yah, you know it all, you've got it figured out.
And I'm left here, standing dumb.
Is this your way of having fun?
Do you laugh at me from eternity?
Jesus, you're the lucky one.
All of your hard work is done,
when for us below
time moves way too slow.
I guess it shouldn't surprise me...
Jesus, more than anybody,
you can see
how pretty scars can be.
How pretty.
By: Paula
Heaven Bound
A free ticket
To Heaven
Sits there, waiting to be noticed
By those who search
For truth
It's free, so take it
Not for granted though
A free ticket on the train of lost souls
Heading above
To find salvation
And at the end of the line
He stands there, arms wide open
Embrace you, He wants to
So go, be embraced
By: Ramya
(untitled)
Razorblades, many cries
Yelling, screaming, infinite lies
Thinking back on your past
You don't know how long you'll last
Tears fill your eyes
When you remember the good times
The thought goes away
As you come back to today
You thought you could escape from reality
Tired and bored with silly mortality
You'd give anything to get away
Just for one day
Wishing your dreams would rescue you
Wishing that someone else knew
No one but yourself, your soul
You've tumbled too far down the rabbit hole
By: Ramya
Before and After
Before, I was lost
And alone in the dark
Before, I had nothing
No life, no heart
I didn't know real love
That true love from above
Then I found You
The one love that's true
After that I had hope, a life, and a cause
I learned to let go of everyones flaws
Now I know that genuine love
That dwells up above
By: Ramya
A BETTER PLACE
someday, someday
I'll be in a better place
no evil, no pain
no death, but
golden roads
believers, Christians and
people I know,
people I don't know
enjoy life as it is
then go onto heaven
to live with God
for eternity in a
better place
By: Sean age 11
I'm gonna blaze you with this heat
this unthinkable feat
cause I'm rappin for the Lord Christ the holy host
and I don't mean to boast
but I'm a Christian following in the Lord's footsteps
becomin a leader creatin a path
if you've made a mistake it's alright
come back to the Lord
and repent
he'll forgive you
By: Sean age 11
Drug addicts act like they aren't gonna die
continuously gettin' high
if you live life right
no drugs, drinkin' or smokin'
if you accept the Lord into your heart and repent
you'll live in heaven.
People are gonna pressure you
to drink, smoke and do drugs
if you do that, there's a consequence.
You'll end up below us
while we're up in Heaven with God
you'll be down with the devil
swimmin' in a lake of fire with all that evil.
So I'm tellin' you now
don't drink, smoke or do drugs
you could end up in jail, rehab or homeless
and I'll tell you I don't wanna be there.
Christ - my anti-drug
By: Sean age 11
The Circular Curse
A pattern followed
Each one with their mouth
They have swallowed
One another
Following this sphere of chaos
A circular pattern appears
Dancing with each of the others fears
They drown in this circle of tears
Every age of time
Shows the same
Rage and crime
Each generation shows the same
They may have a different name
But they have this same circular curse.
By: Shane C.
The Eyes Of Time
Every Object with the fingerprints of humanity
Has been shown through for what it is
With all its pains and vanity
Seen through
For what it truly is.
For the eyes of time are watching
They are set a blaze
With the last breaths of our tiny earth
They remember its beginning birth
It was a word spoken that makes what is
And it is a word spoken that makes what is to come.
I stand back watching everything I touch
turn to crimson stone
As if Medusa had just glared into my world.
For I am a shadow in this abyss of earthly possessions
Each leading to its own deadly obsessions.
For my hands are not clean nor my every word.
For every word spoken with its distinct tone
Of temporary existence
As drop of water into the endless sea of eternity
My existence is short but
Not without meaning
For my persistence comes for I know that
what is seen is only a glimpse
And what I need is found in love
It is my God that sends this meaning
of life to me from above
It makes the fingerprints of humanity become
less and the sanitizer of
love become more
By: Shane C.
Take this red drenched dagger out of your side
It is those secrets that could not hide
Those sins
That deepen the hold inside
It has been removed
With no act of your
Part
It has to be the grace of God
Drops of red clearness drip onto
The soil of a bloodthirsty earth
A man brought here by a foretold virgin birth
How pure are the drops of crimson blood
That stains the hands of the innocent victim
Sent for this dying frail humanity
That uses its maker’s name
As a profanity.
Can’t you see the hand out stretch drench with the stains of your sin
Engraved holes in within
His vary skin.
Embrace this true one
The master of all
Saved nature from his destined fall.
By: Shane C.
Gun against the temple.
Rock hard. Trigger waits to be pulled.
Cold metal pressed against my skin.
The chill erotic, but so very wrong.
Rope around my neck.
So dominant, and so deadly.
Feeling death wrap its arms around you.
Carry you home. Beautiful Suicide.
Standing in the rain. The sky so black.
All I hear is the fall of rain. Demeter's tears.
You are not near. I don't hear your steps.
I'm alone again. Wondering where you are.
I'm dead inside. Need to feel alive.
Blade against my skin. Just so I can feel
By: Christine
"O Lord my God I called to You for help and
you healed me. O Lord You brought me up from
the grave, You spared me from going down into
the pit." ~ Psalm 30:2-3
Use gentle words with a broken soul,
Something inside me died. No longer whole.
Can't fathom the idea that joy is real,
How can I when anguish is all I feel?
God left me so long ago. Lost beneath a dark sky,
I was just a little girl. Left to eternally cry.
Ten years have passed, but it's still the same.
No answer when I'm drowning; calling His name.
One of His creations asks me to hold on,
But how can I when I know his love is gone?
By: Christine
"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and
saves those who are crushed in
spirit." ~ Psalm 34:18
The Savior of the Month Club
In times of true desperation and need, many of us seek out remedies for
our pain. Much of this consolation is found in a shallow and temporary fix.
"The Savior of the Month Club" documents this cycle of miscalculated therapy
that we fall prey to. We graciously cry out familiar names, giving thanks to
our vice of the moment, confused by the salvation we think it brings..."Oh, I
really need a cigarette (Breath of Life)…I could really use a beer right now
(King of Kings)…my life would be so different if I could just win the lottery
(Our Father)…oh, if it weren't for that condom, I don't know what I'd do! (The
Savior)" Yet, as the viewer creates a relationship with these vices, he is
forced to look deeper. Searching beyond the surface, one finds evidence of a
remedy that serves all situations, vices, and the repercussions they create.
Suddenly, the viewer sees what they may not have noticed at first glance. No
longer able to fixate on any one vice, the viewer is drawn back to the true
remedy that lies beneath all things, and the old temporary vices begin to lose
their hold.
The Kiss of Death
Seductive eyes flash behind hypnotic lashes
Luscious lips hide venomous fangs
Smooth words roll off a forked tongue
Sweet breath that entangles the senses like perfume
She is not what she seems
She knows not the meaning of true love
Eyes that pierce the heart and rob it blind of all it had
Kisses that turn to poison within the mouth
Words that suffocate like a black hole
The scent, so irresistible, is the stench of a deepening grave
She is not what she seems
She knows not the meaning of true love
Seductive eyes that search the street with lifeless movement
Luscious lips that bring her under her own curse
Smooth words that only promise a one-night-stand
Sweet breath that is already decaying within her
She is not what she seems
She knows not the meaning of true love
Inspired by Proverbs 5
written by Holly B.