COMPASSIONATE LOVE Two thousand years ago a totally sinless man allowed his body to become a battered mass of flesh that dangled helplessly from a wooden cross. Covered with blood and spit, Jesus offered his life for the sins of the world. His is truly the story of compassionate love. Vision Standing on the edge I held my heart in my hands. Behind me the lights of the city stared like cat's eyes into night so black that death itself seemed to scream out loud, "This is mine and no love can penetrate!" I closed my eyes in terror and tried to remember the story that now seemed so necessary to understand. Suddenly a voice called my name. Looking up I saw a large mural which stretched across an open field. On it were haunting paintings of men, women and children. Pain was etched on their faces. At the end of the mural was a cradle with the words "THE ANSWER" carved into the headboard. Inside the cradle was a baby boy. I laid my heart at his feet. his arrival was quite unique. he entered this earth as a baby, but he was the fruit of special seed. the wisest of men knelt at his feet. they possessed an understanding that someday this little boy would rise, a conquering king. at the age of twelve he commanded the attention of educated men. they marveled at the words which he would speak. more than a boy, more than a boy was he. at the age of thirty he began his public ministry. this was only the beginning. the very nature of the universe was changing. dramatically. he could look into children's eyes and stun them with love. he made them feel safe. he had great strength. steel-armed fishermen were hooked by his words. they sensed a power that was stronger than the waves of the sea. his ability to heal diseases caused national attention. at his touch the blind could see. he could raise the dead with his voice. he spoke of building our lives on the right foundation. he claimed to be security, a place to dwell in time of need. his reference to the narrow path caused outrage. his enemies screamed, "how could he be the only way!" he didn't ask for money. he had no needs. his speech was honest and straightforward. his only request, "follow me." his authority was so complete that even demons were subject to him. his light penetrated the darkest corners of society. his mere presence caused evil to flee. he said that the material possessions of this world would all fade away, and that the only lasting treasure lies deep in the heart. some of his friends were prostitutes and thieves. he went to parties. he wasn't afraid to get dirty. religious men didn't like him. he shattered their traditions and exposed their hypocrisy. he made fools wise. he made the weak into vessels of strength. he lifted up the poor and lonely. the hungry were completely satisfied. he was water to the thirsty. he didn't hide in lavish temples. his domain was the street. he didn't wear ornamental robes. he was clad in humility. undaunted by threats he moved bravely from city to city. afraid of no one he proceeded, proclaiming his glory, proclaiming his victory. a ragged band of men partook of his journey. one dozen hearts and minds were carefully woven into a fabric not often seen, the garment of unity. a man of controversy, he made people choose between good and evil. he left no middle ground. he spoke of rebuilding the temple in three days. many questioned his sanity. his enemies planned to destroy him. they infiltrated his inner circle and turned the weakest heart. the price of his betrayal, thirty coins. the cost, ultimate tragedy. a cold handshake shaped eternity. at his last meal he shared intimately, but his friends lacked understanding. what would they say when they watched him bleed? his arrest came suddenly. hundreds of armed men surrounded him, casting curious stares in the glow of moonlight. they thought they were obeying. his subsequent trial was a mockery. truth was avoided completely, yet he said nothing. those in authority were startled by his dignity. beaten and bloody he was forced to carry the heaviest weight. as he slowly climbed to his place of destiny nature itself groaned in agony. his cross was dropped violently into the earth. the force jerked his body. he died slowly. overwhelmed with sorrow his mother feel to her knees. bitter tears filled the hands that once held him. hours later a sharpened spear exploded into his side. water and blood stained the handle then dripped to the earth below. as his last tortured breath hung in the air death's silent dancers circled his body, laughing and mocking in grotesque harmony. cold black sky veiled the father from the son. once brave soldiers now trembled with fear. Jesus' lifeless silhouette was a haunting sight. his enemies rejoiced. his friends timidly wept in secrecy. everyone assumed that this was the end of the carpenter king. they were wrong. "For only I, the Messiah, have come to earth and will return to heaven again. And as Moses in the wilderness lifted up the bronze image of a serpent on a pole, even so I must be lifted up upon a pole, so that anyone who believes in me will have eternal life. For God loved the world so much that He gave His only Son so that anyone who believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. God did not send his Son into the world to condemn it, but to save it." Jesus Christ